welcome

Call me Sueyi.
Call me Sue-Sue.
Call me Sue.
Just don't call me lil fry.

A 19 yr old :

Finding her niche in the passionate world of white coats and stethoscopes.

Missing Malaysian food so badly, that she drowns her sorrow by surfing food blogs.

Who watches scary movies only with friends who have high pain threshold (from all that pinching)

Who has very cold extremities, ask my stimulated patients, oops sorry, "simulated patients"

Who loves a good laugh with candid, thick-skinned friends

Who cannot stay surrounded by 4 walls for more than a few hours

Who loves her loved ones so so much


:)

shout outs



endless wishes

char siew bao.

blueberry muffins.

hot Milo and crackers.

a neverending supply of Daddy's socks.

Bear hugs. Warm kisses. Lots of Love.

My own beach chalet.

Bubble baths.

Shining sun and rainbows.

Sexy stilettos.

Dancing.

Me

I wear socks.Even with heels.

I play with my earlobes.

I have a Mongolian mole.

My family means the world to me. "Family means no one gets left behind"

I like cheekiness. You cheeky, me cheeky.

I heart my close friends, the ones who know me in and out, the ones who've grown with me.

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and when she speaks

Saturday, February 28, 2009

Dearest Sakthi came by to the hospital and took me out for lunch and ice-cream =)
That was so sweet and thoughtful of her :D thank you babes =)

She came by another day with Raj and we met up with Sabrina in MidValley and hung out over french fries at Carl's Jr. And then, she and Raj both came to the house for dinner; and we three walloped two containers of ice-cream -.-' *laughs* We FINISHED one whole tub! Just the way we like our ice-cream. All wiped out :) And spotless

We watched REC. and munched continuously throughout the night. I warned you Sakthi; if you live with me, you'll put on weight! And then, after Raj left, we watched another movie in the TV room til' I konked out. Poor Sakthi was freezing and she switched off the air-conditioner in the early morning hours! ;) I left for work; and she gave me a big, big hug =) And we forced her back to bed =) Love you dear :)

Sabrina, thank you for the gorgeous handmade picture memento and the teddy bear :)

Haslina has been ruining my diet for 2 weeks! LoL. She has such a beautiful heart. I gave her a whole container of pineapple tarts which she happily devoured! Her pregnant belly can really eat! Which means; I suffer as well since my poor willpower to resist falls prey too -.-'

My thick book on Care of the Elderly has arrived from Canada already. Which means assignments; here I come!

I'm loving all my patients. There's this one cute (I think he's so good-looking; with some mat salleh features :p) 93 year old Chinese uncle whom I always smile each time I pass by his little ward. And he waits for me to see him and gives me the most contagious happy smile I've ever seen. I love him to bits! We found out he's got 2 wives; oh how scandalous! LoL. His daughters came to me and told me that their father mentioned to them how concerned and caring I am. One of them said I was a great doctor and the other said 'What a young and pretty doctor' to which I bashfully blush lah... *hehe* And then, I corrected them and said I was still a medical student (though almost done soon! :D).

I have to admit I do have favourites amongst my patients. But, I don't practise favouritism in any way =) But there are those I love seeing each time and they really light up my days :)

Yesterday, we had a farewell celebration for the two house officers; Haslina and Fitri. Haslina and I walloped on the two Secret Recipe cakes; chocolate walnut and carrot cake =) and then, Diana and Suba went to One Utama to buy French pastries!

I can say it over and over again. The team is made up of such warm, wonderful individuals.

As much as I love geriatrics; I don't think I can pursue this as a career for long term. I love taking care of old people but dealing with deaths so often is something I don't think I can handle.
It will drain me, emotionally.

I can detach myself but I don't like to lose the human connections I share with them. That's why I like this field. I don't ever want to be jaded and lose the compassion and the emotions that come along with building rapport with your patients and their family members.

If I had someone I knew who was a patient, I'd like to be kept in the loop by the doctors. I'd like my doctor to be honest and truthful to me, and let me know what they're doing and what is going on.

Most of the time; due to lack of time from the doctor's side; it's hard to blame them for having limited time to explain to family members... I know how hard-pressed they are. They do try their hardest; though not all do.

As for me; I always make sure to let the concerned family members know what is happening and how their ill family member is doing... because I know what it's like to feel absolutely lost and confused. And helpless... unable to do anything for your loved one. And I don't ever wish for them to feel that way when their loved one is on the death bed.

I'll be meeting up with cheeky ol' Kathryn soon! :) That loud-mouth is my partner in crime when it comes to chattering; only she can beat me in talking non-stop... *laughs* :P Love her to bits lah!

Dear Sze-Sze has started IMU already. How time flies. I was just talking to Hendrick last night. That was us 4-5 years ago. Us little cikus. Now, everyone is onto becoming a Dr... the fond memories. Cheeky Hendrick asked me about my relationship status :p

I like what Han Chun, a friend overseas said to me regarding my experience with my first dying patient in UMMC:

'That's how life goes. Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose. I guess you can chalk all that to experience and make you appreciate what you have'

Couldn't be any truer :)

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