welcome

Call me Sueyi.
Call me Sue-Sue.
Call me Sue.
Just don't call me lil fry.

A 19 yr old :

Finding her niche in the passionate world of white coats and stethoscopes.

Missing Malaysian food so badly, that she drowns her sorrow by surfing food blogs.

Who watches scary movies only with friends who have high pain threshold (from all that pinching)

Who has very cold extremities, ask my stimulated patients, oops sorry, "simulated patients"

Who loves a good laugh with candid, thick-skinned friends

Who cannot stay surrounded by 4 walls for more than a few hours

Who loves her loved ones so so much


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shout outs



endless wishes

char siew bao.

blueberry muffins.

hot Milo and crackers.

a neverending supply of Daddy's socks.

Bear hugs. Warm kisses. Lots of Love.

My own beach chalet.

Bubble baths.

Shining sun and rainbows.

Sexy stilettos.

Dancing.

Me

I wear socks.Even with heels.

I play with my earlobes.

I have a Mongolian mole.

My family means the world to me. "Family means no one gets left behind"

I like cheekiness. You cheeky, me cheeky.

I heart my close friends, the ones who know me in and out, the ones who've grown with me.

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and when she speaks

Friday, November 12, 2010

Sometimes you do things you could never imagine. Things you would have thought insanely ridiculous.
Perhaps downright nutty. But some would call it passionate, your heart's call. A spur-of-the-moment thing.

I did something like that today. Went for it, didn't even give it a second thought.
I had all of the sympathetic nervous system manifestations. Palpitations. Sweaty palms. Nausea deep in my gut- really was 'gut-wrenching'. To the point of a near-diarrhea episode. Ok, so maybe this is too much detail for you to muster ;)

Of course, someone masterminded it- but that someone and I laughed over it after that. It's funny how a friend and I reconnected after 9 years of not seeing each other, over this. But damn, do I have guts. I really can't explain what drove me to do it. Maybe just the thought of going for it. Not knowing. And that nagging sensation of what if? If not now, then never. They always say if you don't try, you'll never know. Or if you want something, you should go all out.

And I had had this feeling for awhile. I would have continued questioning and wondering what the answer was. And this would have continued. Until today of course, with my super brazen (I'm ordinarily a big-time coward) self.

It was the first time, I did something so out of this world. Something that will only be exposed if I do write an autobiography if I become someone important/big *lol*

He felt so guilty after that. And told me he was a hopeless romantic. I realised that, of course :p
And I said 'It's ok. Some people live their lives with more passion than others. '

He laughed. And added 'We're men, you know. Without women, we're pointless.'
I teased him for putting down his own fellow brothers. Then, he laughed and said 'it's true.'

I still can't believe it. But you know. In a strange sort of way, it wasn't all that bad. Although the person at the other end said this 'crap is straight out from the movies'- and I called him a 'cynic and an oldie' ;) at least I got what I wanted. An answer. And no more questioning. No more nagging 'what ifs?'. I needed that. And I got an additional warmy hug too, at the end of it :) I'm sure he was taken aback, but it went well. Of course, he still thinks it was crazy and ridiculous. And after this incident, I'm sure normalcy will resume ;) because nothing can beat that. Damn, that was utterly crazy, and unimaginable- on my part. Why? I don't even know! But I just DID.

Truth be told, I felt a sense of calm. I know it sounds weird. And then I thought to myself, damn* do I have guts. *laughs* Of course, not everyone would have thought it was gutsy. But it really takes courage, and this I know for sure- cos nobody can pull it off. Cos it really is out of this world.

If I look at it lightly, (nobody got hurt- thats the most important bit-because everybody was being mature ;)) - it's actually really funny because it's so crazy. I think years down the road, I will look back and say *damn, I could never do anything like this again*- AND I most likely will NEVER. It will also make a damn good story if I ever were to write it in my book next time.

I came home. Then, I reflected some more. *I think I truly am one of a kind - lol* I don't think I could ever pull a stunt like that ever again. Or anybody could have pulled that off with as much grace as I did - *this is crazy talk* I'm sure someone I know really well will either roll his eyes, or think I've gone quack. I give :)

Oh yes- speaking of grace. My dad says that's what my name means in Chinese.
GRACE :)

And aww- I just got a text from a colleague of mine- which made my night! 'You're very pretty, Sueyi. I thought I'd tell you that. I was looking at you today thinking 'She really looks great'. Anyway, hope you have a great time at clinic today.'

=) I still can't believe I did it. But you know what, I think fun times are up ahead. If I can do this, I think I can go and do anything now. *laughs*

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