Listening to a song baby (SyuSyu) recommended: Rose- The Feeling
Contemplating on what I've accomplished, and where to go from here. I maybe have been a little complacent these past few months after fellowship applications have come to a halt, pending results revelation on June 15, 2011. Told Dr Leslie, I'm keeping my fingers crossed. He has faith in me- I sure hope I don't let anyone down. I pray to God I'll get my top three :)
Pondering on what I want in life, and maybe in a life partner too. Without a doubt, mistakes will be made along the way- but hopefully ones that will help me learn and grow. "Live and learn" they say. Sometimes I wonder if it's good to contemplate so much versus 'going with the flow' and letting yourself go (within boundaries of course)... but I know myself the latter is hard for me to do, because I'm one who thinks carefully and weighs out risks/benefits before pursuing any decisions made. I know for sure, I will stand strong by my values and principles- and not compromise on them. It'll be nice to find another half who complements me perfectly and is able to share my journey with me whilst I work to accomplish my dreams. We'll have fun riding the highs and lows in life whilst helping each other overcome challenges along the way, and enjoying the sweet successes and joys life has to offer.
But for now, we'll see :)
In the meantime, there's going to a surprise for my family back home next weekend. It'll be amazing. I can't wait :)