I'm so blessed to have amazing people in my life.
Some days are tough, but there are rainbows at the end, as my dad puts it.
I watched Devil wears Prada when I stayed over at Christine's a week ago, and one quote caught my breath:
Andrea: My personal life is falling apart.
Nigel: That's what happens when you start doing well at work.
Let me know when your entire life goes up in smoke: then it's time for a
Life's not worth living like that I feel, but it is so easy to get stuck in the rat race and lose focus on the real, meaningful priorities. And I know I get caught up in that too.
I'm sorry to especially, my family, for not being able to be there- and for not being the supportive daughter/sister. I know work's never a good enough excuse, but I'm trying.
I'm learning to balance it all right now, although sometimes I feel there's just so much to do.
The only fear I have is when I start taking my loved ones for granted and end up never giving myself to those who matter, like family.
I don't ever want to fall into that. I will not sacrifice family for career. Life is too precious and fragile to make that mistake.
I love you all lots