Tempestuous ;;

and when she speaks

Saturday, November 06, 2010

I question myself.
I sometimes let my heart run my actions. If its harmless, great. And if it's not harmless, I get hurt.
But then, sometimes I wonder again with the what ifs? and times when we don't try?
If you don't try, you never know. If you get hurt, you learn from it. Sure it hurts and you cry. But you learn and you become stronger. Smarter. You chalk it up to life experience. And you grow up a bit more each time you fall.

Is it worth it? I don't know. The more I think, the more I doubt. The more I question. The more I fear. The more things you realise are at stake. Or not. But its there nagging at you.

Benson said 'You'll figure it out'. Benson's a great big brother- always so calm, level-headed, mature. THen he laughed 'Well... some of us are 30. Whereas someone is almost a decade younger!' and I laughed.
I have amazing friends around me. The close friends I surround myself with, I know, are real genuine friends- who are honest with me and are there for me when I need them, are there to give me a whack when I'm being ridiculous, and are there to join me in being silly :)

I heart all of them. The RUSH people, we work hard- but we play hard too. When we do get together, we have an amazing time. It's a great cohort. Great team. I had so much fun last night, with karaoke (OPEN MIC) at Blue Frog. We sang 'LIke a Virgin' and Britney SPears 'Baby, One more time' . I thought Id have a heart attack before I went on stage, but it was super fun. Of course I downed Meera's alcohol before I went on stage to kill the fright *lol*.

Fareed told me this, 'If someone cares for you, they will really care'.
Fareed's super sweet. So I got him 2 chocolate chip cookies today *laughs*

Dr Luu was super impressed with me the other day :) *YAY!* and Dr Leslie was so nice, calling me up and giving me advice on my PS :)

I am loved =)

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STORY,
her ALIBIS
11:21 AM;;

Thursday, November 04, 2010